something HAS to change

Intended Recipient (To):: My Family
From:: Your Sister/Daughter CN

Dear Family,

Please stop making fun of me and not respecting me. I really get upset and it makes me really mad when you dont take me seriously. I am really hurting and I’m tired of being picked on. I have dealt with this for years and just kept it to myself. It really makes me sad when you dont listen to what I have to say or talk about me. It’s like I’m in high school or something not in a family unit. Daddy stop seeing me as your oldest baby and see me as your oldest adult daughter. I work my ass off to make you happy and it seems to never be enough, be proud of me! I could be in plenty of bad places but I’m not. I’m about to graduate with my degree and I’m an intelligent women. I know you want the best for me just show it in a better way. Mommy stop picking favorites! I know you dont mean to but I genuinely feel like you like HN better than me. I’m not her. I’m not easily amused or gullible. I’m mature and focused…I thought thats how you raised us to be. And to toot my own horn I did that by 22 which I feel is great. I just want you to be nicer to me. HN stop being gullible and stupid. I know it’s harsh but its the truth. You are making yourself out to seem like a dumb hoe and you arent. Stop getting high and drinking like you are grown…you arent! Grow up! RN you are going to stop treating me like a piece of shit. I am your older sister and if you can treat HN like your best friend you can definitely treat me with more respect than you do now. Stop wanting me to be like HN and laugh at your stupidity or entertain your cruel jokes about me because I wont. When you learn how to respect and appreciate the family you have we might be able to have a better relationship as siblings. I really would like to have a better relationship with you but I’m not going to be disrespected or made fun of just to gain your approval. You are only 17 years old…you have got to be fucking kidding me.

I really do love you all but something HAS to change. I’m doing the best I can to be nice and polite to yall but I’m not going to keep doing that if yall keep treating me like the shit I know I’m not. I’m only willing to work on this with yall now…Dont fuck it up!